For me January is a time to clarify my vision of myself.  I take the time to look within and ask myself is this what you really want for yourself Dale?  I am a follower of my own inner light as each of us on this journey of self discovery is.  I have chosen a path that will keep me on track with my vision, that will pull me back when I get distracted; and I certainly do get distracted. 

This weekly Lightmail is two days late and none went out last week.  It is a part of my fickle nature, when I feel driven to adjust my priorities I adjust them, it is part of honouring myself. 

After two weeks I have my laptop computer back.  It went in for repairs; motherboard, ram, LAN card, I almost ended up with a new machine. I guess if you’re going to have a breakdown it might as well be complete.  In the world of computers replace is almost always the only option, they are the epitome of a throw away culture and consciousness.  This is simply an observation.

I once had a friend in my life who had had a breakdown, how he described it didn’t sound all that different from what my computer went through.